Reports have surfaced today saying that Michael Jackson was "drunk and despondent" when he announced his "This Is It" tour. The report says Randy Phillips, the head of concert promotion for AEG Live stated " "MJ (Jackson) is locked in his room drunk and despondent. Tohme and I are trying to sober him up and get him to the press conference with his hair/makeup artist ... I screamed at him so loud the walls were shaking. Tohme and I have dressed him, and they are finishing his hair, and then we are rushing to the O2. This is the scariest thing I have ever seen. He's an emotionally paralyzed mess, filled with self-loathing and doubt now that it is show time. He is scared to death. Right now I just want to get through this press conference." Check out the press conference below. To me, it's so hard to say because he was such an enigmatic force and was always so theatrical. You be the judge.